chang|e one’s mind

so this happens a lot to me:

other person: so, how was your first day of class?

me: [thinking] what the…?  how did you know i started class yesterday?

me: [saying] oh, it was good, i really like the class that i’m taking right now

other person: that’s good, so how was your christmas in vegas with your family?

me: [thinking] uhhh…  what’s going on here?  i’m gonna have to change my locks aren’t i?

me: [saying] ummm… it was good… k, i gotta go, bye!

and this happens with about almost everything: how i converse with other people, what kind of pet peeves i have, my favorite food (sandwiches).  it’s funny because i have a horrible memory, so when people say stuff like that, i wonder if i had a conversation with them before about it and i just forgot, or they’re just stalking me.  i figure it’s gotta be one of the two.  usually it’s the first.  sometimes i’ll just forget having a conversation with someone about a topic until they bring it up again and then i’m like, oh yeah… we talked about that.  or the other extreme is, i’ll repeat myself forgetting i already told someone something.  which sucks because i hate repeating myself.

but sometimes, it’s the second.  and i don’t mean people stalking me stalking me.  to me, it seems like stalking just because i’m always thinking, “how’d they know that?”  are they following me?  how do you know where i was last night?  i get freaked out sometimes.  but a lot of times it’s because people keep up with my blog.  which, after i find out, i’m very encouraged that people keep up with me through reading my ramblings.  so please keep reading and telling me about what i wrote about when you see me in person.  except not in the freaky, stalkerish kind of way please.  i realy do get weirded out.  you should preface it by saying, “so i read in your blog that _______”  and so begins our conversation.