chang|e one’s mind

i need a break.  i feel very edgy.  like some kind of dog that would bite you if you pet it wrong.  i guess you could say i’m doing too much.  responsibility is my enemy right now.

i’m feeling pretty overwhelmed.  i think my anal-ness comes into play too.  i like things done my way and i feel like if i don’t do it, it won’t get done.  and in a lot of cases, that’s actually true.  you know how some people say that, but things get done anyway?  i do actually believe that if i don’t do something, it won’t get done.  maybe it’s pride?  or maybe things just don’t get done and i’m the one who notices?  or maybe things don’t have to get done, but i make it a point to get them done.  hmmm…

either way, gimme a break