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i’ve got a bad feeling about this

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you ever have those days where you just feel like something bad is about to happen?  i think i get those maybe two or three times a year.  usually when the weather gets a little cooler and the sky is a little gloomy.  and usually when i get this feeling i’ll feel a rush of warm wind in the midst of the cool day.  sometimes the sky is red or orange on these days.

it’s such a weird, yet horrible feeling.  i feel like i just need to call all of my family and friends one by one just to make sure they’re ok and nothing bad happened.  did anything bad happen to anyone today?  or am i just paranoid?  does anyone even know what i’m talking about?

i was outside on the way to my car at school when i just felt this sick feeling in my stomach.  i just felt like something horrible just happened but i didn’t know what it was.  i’m not trying to say i’m some kind of prophet, but i’d like to think that this happens for a reason and not just random days that make me feel like someone just died.  not that i hope someone dies whenever i feel this way, but at least there could be some sort of connection with something bad actually happening and this feeling.  i know that sounds terrible.  you do know that i don’t actually want something bad to happen right?

maybe it’s just the weather that makes me feel this way.  maybe something bad happened to me when i was younger when the weather was similar and it makes me think of that event.  it just happens so suddenly.  i would just be going about my day, and then bam! i get this feeling.  it makes me think how suddenly life can change.  life’s not going to wait around until your schedule clears for something bad to happen.  something bad could happen anytime.  think about that.

wow, what a somber post.


Written by enoch

September 17, 2008 at 9:24 pm

Posted in from my mind

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  1. That happens to me as well. I look outside and the sky just is red and I have the sense that there is evil going on or will happen. It is a weird feeling. I know. Darkness on the horizon.

    David Han

    September 17, 2008 at 9:46 pm

  2. I have those days too, but even when the weather is good.


    September 17, 2008 at 9:51 pm

  3. for me, being rather a pessimistic fellow, it works the opposite way. sometimes i have these incredible, exhilarating feeling that something good is going to happen.

    but rest of the time, i feel like poop 😛


    September 17, 2008 at 9:53 pm

  4. you got that feeling, cuz i was sooo sad being apart from you.


    September 17, 2008 at 10:42 pm

  5. Maybe it’s the other way around. When enoch feels sad, so does planet earth.


    September 17, 2008 at 11:08 pm

  6. Maybe it’s the other way around, when E feels sad, so does planet earth. 😦


    September 17, 2008 at 11:09 pm

  7. i feel like this all the time 24/7 so u gotta take 1 milli sec by one milli treasure each moment each thing coz u never know when its ur last breath.


    September 18, 2008 at 8:53 am

  8. same here but think it’s has to do w/ weather. does it happen when season changes? that’s my trend.


    September 18, 2008 at 1:21 pm

  9. Dude, my tire popped on my bike yesterday…wierd


    September 18, 2008 at 6:00 pm

  10. ooh
    i had that exact feeling that day!


    September 22, 2008 at 11:48 pm

  11. you know… those times where people say they get an eerie feeling not to get on a plane and they don’t and it ends up crashing?

    yeaaaaaaaaah… i sometimes get those feeling but thankfully i’ve been wrong all the time…

    i can still empathize even though i’ve been wrong.. right? hehe


    September 25, 2008 at 9:46 pm

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