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i wrote a song… in my mind

anywhere else but here

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so it hit me after i posted my blog yesterday – did i really just blog about sandwiches?  man, i must be hurting for topics to talk about.  i did enjoy a sandwich today though.

do you ever think about how quickly our emotions change?  or not even that, but even how quickly our circumstances change?  for example, all of last week i was pretty stressed over leading worship for emerge plus doing the schoolwork i was behind on.  then last weekend, i had the time of my life.  the stress just went away and i was enjoying the moment.  this week is back to the grind, preparing to lead worship for a bunch of things in the next week, performing for a wedding in 2 weeks, trying to get caught up in my schoolwork, etc.

all i can think right now is how much i would like to go back to last weekend and enjoy my time there again.  and not be in this stressful grind again.  and i’m like, dag, just a week ago i was enjoying life and living free and now i’m a little stressed and pretty busy.  it’d be kinda nice to spread it out, but i guess at the same time the really bad or stressful times make you really enjoy and appreciate the really good times.

i also realized that i’m really good at procrastinating.  i always knew i procrastinated, but i didn’t think i was this bad.  but i always seem to get everything done that i absolutely need to get done without staying up all night.  some people call me a nerd because of this.  maybe i am?  maybe i’m just a lazy nerd.  i mean, i’m not trying to brag about myself or anything.  i just can’t get myself to do work.  but when it’s go time, i finish it pretty quick.  maybe i just need the pressure.  i never thought of myself to be this kind of person.  darn… i’m a nerd.  and not a good one, i’m a lazy one.

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Written by enoch

September 27, 2008 at 1:21 am

Posted in from my mind

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  1. maybe you just need to trick yourself. like think that the assignment is actually due tomorrow instead of in two days. “doublethink” hahaha

    hg

    September 27, 2008 at 9:45 pm

  2. I am procrastinating right now. If you’re a lazy nerd, then I’m a driven underachiever :mrgreen:

    tonEX

    September 27, 2008 at 10:33 pm

  3. we can procrastinate together.

    dtongkas

    September 28, 2008 at 12:03 am

  4. i have moments like this all the time…i seriously wish i could be hiro nakamura but able to use time bending/teleporting powers perfectly. then i could do everything i need to do and save money on gas. oh and nice theme change. it’s clean 🙂

    SpikeL

    September 28, 2008 at 1:54 am

  5. There’s a small smiley face in the bottom left hand corner…is that part of the theme?

    SpikeL

    September 28, 2008 at 1:55 am

  6. haha, the theme change was totally automatic. i noticed it a little while ago but thought that that’s how it always looked. “did it always look like this? it looks different.” and i don’t see a smiley face in the bottom left hand corner. i guess it’s not part of the theme. happy birthday spikeL!

    enoch

    September 28, 2008 at 7:22 am


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