nothing to fear
something hit me the other day: fear hits everyone at different times. i wondered if at any time, the same fear hits everyone. for instance, i led worship for the first time at a new church in the past couple of months and i was pretty scared. or call it nervousness if you will, but i find that nervousness is somewhat related to fear (fear of failure, fear of rejection, fear of doing/saying something stupid). i admitted to the band that i was a little nervous about it being my first time leading worship at the church and they weren’t shocked per se, but i think they might have found it odd.
is there ever a time where someone isn’t going to be nervous when they speak/sing in front of a big group of people? and if so, are they liars? i mean, i feel like whoever you are, if you’re about to speak or sing in front of a bunch of people for the first time, you’re probably going to feel some fear to some degree. it made me think of those tough guys in middle/high school that say they’re not afraid and everyone wonders how they can be so brave. are they really not afraid or are they lying? are some people just inherently not afraid of things that the general population is afraid of?
public speaking, for instance. i love public speaking. but i still get nervous when i have to speak in front of a group. i wouldn’t say i’m afraid of speaking, although technically the nervousness means that i am. hmmm…